I have a list, a list of sinners. Including me in the list total is one. I tried adding up names and I stopped at a certain point when I realized I was at the top of the list then why do I care to add more. I thought of hiring a hitman to shoot me a bullet through my skull and it ends, all the sins boom! in a shot. Bite me if it’s as easy as it seems.
Making friends is not my thing. But I suck and end up with good ones. I was a nerd since childhood and you know nerds they get good friends anyhow. In my junior high school, there were around thirty students and I don’t know it was a trend or what but I had ten best friends. I don’t know how the hell that happened but it was fun at that age. After reaching some maturity level I realized where all those ten fellows disappeared. The good thing about social sites is that it reunited me with them, not all but at least four of them. Till then, I am stuck with them. We do calls, chatting and hate each other for being not so polite as we are with others. I have a chilled out life as I don’t have to rub my ass to grab someones thrown money. I got pocket money and that’s how I survive whereas my buddies work to earn some shit load of money and blabs about how hard their life is; Its the sentence which I use to express my dick during a cold bath.
Even though I suck becoming a good son but I have always wanted to become a good friend. I know life is rough you need someone to share your pain and you need someone to help to sort it out. I am one of a kind who can bang a girl for a friend’s sake or hustle with cops to save your ass out of anything. You feel bad about how good you are to people. You screw people for them and there is not any single word of respect for your work. A big thank you would be very much appreciated for the work you have done.
Smoking weed, having booze and all is a normal thing to do. If you care for a friend it should apply Newton’s third law of motion. The whole world is full of shameless people and has understood only the First law of motion; what comes for us will continue coming for us to the rest of our lives. But they totally forget the last line i.e unless and until it is stopped. Many people can’t do such thing as stopping. Nobody can stop fucking, Nobody can stop loving, Nobody can stop caring. The same thing applies to me. I can’t quit on friends though they quit on me.
Making friends is easy but appreciating and doing something for friends is harder. The thing I learned from friendship is you cannot stop fucking but you can masturbate, you can’t stop loving but you can hide it and you can’t stop caring more but can do it less. I am not ashamed of having more good friends or a few but I am ashamed I don’t have who appreciates a friend.
